Iâm tired and itâs only Tuesdayð© I woke up not too long ago from a delirious dream about helping Ryan, the telepathic kid from Smallville.. ð¤·ââï¸
Iâve been delivering training for content editors this week. While Iâve enjoyed it, my anxiety outside the sessions has been through the roof.
I find myself feeling frustrated with myself. I know itâs okay to feel anxious and sad and all the other emotions I experience each day. But I still blame myself for what feels like a loss of resilience.
In bringing my self-sabotage into focus this past year, I still manage to take away more ammunition for the next cycle of negative self-talk. I inevitably chastise myself for not living up to my own expectations and look at these âcracksâ as proof of my failings.
That chatter is exhausting and there are days when I donât feel like Iâll ever be back to the ignorance of ânormalityâ.
I know Iâm just really tired. Iâm looking forward to unwinding over the next few days. #microblogging #chocolatandmarmalade
Posted on 28 Jul 2020